Week 17

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't
love you the way you want them to doesn't mean
they don't love you with all they have.

We drew retarded and disfigured pokemon that came from our head just to keep ourself awake during OC squad. Fuck up gyrados face hahaha! We had a great laugh back there..

September ends

To forget some one you love , its like
remembering the one you never knew.

Where

                                          How does she laugh..

                                            How does she cry..

                                  What's the color of her eyes..

                                 Does she even realize i'm here..

                                   Where is this beautiful girl? 

4 Months

Yayyyyy IPPT is finally over. Managed to get 5 points for all stations. Broke my personal record for 2.4 km. 9mins 51 seconds. 6 seconds short to ippt gold standard. I hope theres no more hardcore PT throughout our stay here.

Yesterday I went for an interview at the people's development department in blk 1. I was one of the 4 in our squad selected to go for the interview. Basically the posting require us to work with high ranking officer and attend events and functions. Also we have to be an assistant trainer and must be good in talking. However the posting is not suitable for me bcos I'm pes A. They recommend me to be a frontline officer. Neighbourhood police officer!

The bottomline is...

You have to understand that the whole point of knowing you too well is not to be close to you.

Nowadays F.I's are like bitches. They are becoming more irritating. I mean VERY irritating. 2 more months and we're ready to go! Now back to normal life-..-

Form

Not on top form for next week's IPPT. Just 3 rounds of 400 metres intervals and dead-..-

Save the 90s

You must understand how to live through the worst parts of life, so you never take the best parts for granted.

I watch while ppl enjoy

Is it wrong of me to enjoy other peoples happiness? Everybody always seems so happy or easy going because they know where they're going or enjoy what they do, while I get to standby and watch. 

Hari Raya is not a much celebrated event for me, literally. Every year without fail, we were the last family to reach. All left to the other side of the family already. Boring much. So, for the past few years, I rushed home after the visit to get changed for work. KFC in need of riders and offered 10- 14 dollars per hour. No green packets, but still earned. Celebrated Raya with my ex-Bukit Batok riders. Got to witness other family going Raya visit while sending chicken. I enjoyed seeing other people celebrate this meaningful celebration though. I remembered last 2 years all the riders followed me to send my last order at CCK. And the order was late-..- HAHAHA.

This year is more or less much the same. Will celebrate Hari Raya at hospital cos granny admitted there. Might probably head back home after the visit and enjoy my time at home watching TV:)  So friends, im free to be entertained.

     
                                               2007

Selamat Hari Raya

From the very first week, you've met strangers from different background. Every person have a story of their own and unique in their own ways. Some u will hate and some, became a lasting friendship. We don't become friends by choice but instead we became friends by chance. Also I would like to wish selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to all my friends out there. Enjoy:)

Newbies

Tuesday morning as early as 7am u guys will head to your respective camp to be enlisted to National service. In our case, the 141th prep intake is today. Say your last farewell to freedom. Have a hell of a day:P

loner shit.

Being lonely means living a happy life..no complications in your life..no sacrifices and responsibility.. Just u and your own world.. All u should ask for is a true and sincere friendship:)

Comeback..

Life will knock us down. But we can choose whether or not to get ourself back up. Yes yesss I used to be lazy to attend training last time. Interestingly I used to be involved in the youth hockey development. Wasted-..-

Half way there

Police Obstacle Course completed.. Managed a 2nd best timing of 4.03mins.. Didn't went all out though.. Now left with law, scenario base, first aid and aqua jogging.. I'm going to rot here for sure.. Maggi parade almost every night-..- And can anyone be my temporary Raya gf?