....

Hold that thought

A funny boy who lives in a 3 room flat. He met a princess, sweet, lovely and well to do. True story soon.

Reality check

It starts there, it ends there. True story. 

Take a bite of your heart tonight

"Here we go again, I kinda wanna be more than friends. So take it easy on me. I'm afraid you're never satisfied. Here we go again, we're sick like animals, we play pretend"

It's Friday night...

Long live the garbage boy!

All this while I wasted my time watching chances fade, and wondering what's real. Im turning into a 22 year old garbage.

Out of order

Don't you regret growing up too fast? 

Idiot

If she tells you you're an idiot, you are a lucky man. But if someone tells you you're an idiot, you're really an idiot.

Mid year project

At least I have you.

Dream Girl

Have you ever met your dream girl and feel that you're on top of the world? If no, you will meet one soon. Everyone did. I did.

Wonderful world

I know its a wonderful world but I can't feel it right now

6 months later

Running used to be a daily routine.

A repeat of last year

Exactly a year ago, I had my last taste of freedom before enlistment. One year later, kukuboy faces total freedom... somewhere in the jungle of Brunei.

I survived 1 year of NS

Team Delta Chalet

Imagine waking up the next day and its enlistment all over again. 1 more year to ORD LOHHH!!!

Twenty-two

Then again, I'm turning 40 in exactly 18 years time. So not cool!

Nice guys

You Already Have the Life You Want

"Most people don’t distinguish between the life that they actually want and the one they think they want"

Today I rejected going to Sentosa but instead, chose to stay home watching tv shows. Lately I have been spending my time at home doing my usual stuffs, that is, eating junks, games, TV shows, movies, and more games. Simply no life. Plenty of people think they want to enjoy the life outside but what they actually want is to eat fast food and watch TV, so that's what they do. You already have the life you’ve always wanted. In fact, you’ve always had it. 

Past. Present. Future?

We gonna get older whether we like it or not. The only question is whether we want to get on with our lifes or desperately cling to the past.

Inside a mascot

For the past 22 years, different group of friends call me different sorts of names. Let me recall... Sonic, maid, cheap shot, boy mukjizat, racer, tecktonik, makothai, babun, iffri sehhhh, star player, mr lame, joker, pepz, top student, abg motor, puppy, best trainee, dancer, black mercun, crazy boy, matrep(dont you get that everytime?)  Anyway you can just call me..... Iffriiii (someone used to call me that! with alot of i's)

Something like this.

Stay home weekend.

Staring incident on the 13th.

Pleasant night shift on a creepy Friday the 13th. People enjoying their Friday night out and here I am off at the sea of East Coast. Nothing particular happened that night. Gelombang after gelombang, my watch strikes 3. I stone there the whole night staring at the stars. Then something caught my attention. The brightest of all stars was staring at me. I began staring at it back. One comet later, a sudden gelombang hit me hard. It made me lost sight of it. Later, It made me realize something.... All those daydreaming lately was just another imagination and will never happen. Really AWESOMEEE-..-

The Explorer

I'm gonna travel and explore the world someday. Daydream believer.

Inna lillahi a inna ilaihi' raji'oon

REST IN PEACE FIRDAUS AKA MONYET

Happy ain't anything

I can't believe that youth nowadays, the purpose of money is to be 'happy'. You know you can't buy happiness, achievements, experience, girls... life. You can have $5000 in your savings account at that age, working 6 days per week but how about having a life. It's not all about fanciful restaurant, big houses, branded clothes. You can spend 100 bucks on a good looking shirt, others spend 10 bucks on a shirt and still look good. Get the point? Life is all about great achievements, life experience, exploring new things and having a life, life that you are proud about. If only we'd stop trying hard to be 'happy' we could have a pretty good time. 

Memory disks

Well, today I spent my evening going through some of the CDs which I forgot it existed. These are memories in the form of disks. Disks from the past. I really miss the past. Don't you?

Love true?

You can find just anything over the internet. Search and click, you'll get what you want. But there's just one thing you can't find, true love. A gentle reminder to guys out there.

Shadow of a concealed man

Stuck being the shadow, lurking from behind. Being outshine or just afraid of rising up. Definitely not the case. Naturally a kind-hearted man, without knowing. Always giving in, not competitive. Being afraid, afraid of things. Always looking from afar. feeling helpless. Years has gone by, its too late now. The past remains as it is, unclear. Kept deep in the heart, a hidden secret. Secrets nobody knows. Maybe it's time to stop hiding behind and step boldly onto a new path. Unfortunately there was never time. True story.

Someday

I will someday find my pathetic threshold and stop trying.

The best thing

One of the best feelings in the world is realizing you're perfectly happy without the thing you thought you needed the most.

Your friendly neighbourhood

Came across these stray dogs. Not those typical fierce type. Apparently human are the vicious ones.  

Chances

Always waiting for the moment, planning for the right moment. Looking back, I know I had my chances. Well, no use regretting now. Lesson learnt.

Favourite hedgehog

A demanding request from little boy in the morning. He wants me to draw sonic, mario, luigi and ben 10. Too much for a 4 year old's morning entertainment...

You're just a fool

It's April fool's day. The sky is falling. You've just won the lottery. It’s never going to rain again. Sometimes the best prank is not pulling one at all. So yeah, I just woke up from a deep deep quick nap. Its no joke that I've been working for the past 3 days. At least 15 hours per shift. Next, working on both weekend night. Sometimes I wonder how the hell I got myself in this place. Or maybe Im just a fool...

Work

If you don't enjoy your work, you'll suffer.

Moment of happiness.

All this while, every moment of happiness I have was only just a dream.

Sometimes we forget how awesome our old life is.

Childhood

Life happens too fast for you ever to think about it. If you don't stop to look around once in a while you could miss it.

Girl, don't you know

The 3BlindDudes - Girl, don't you know (2009)

I miss you, every second i could
i kiss you, every moment i would
your smile, is a joy to my heart
your eyes, enlighthens my day

(girl dont you know)..
i'll be waiting for you
(girl dont you know)..
you are the one for me
(girl dont you know)..
you bring joy to my heart
(girl dont you know)..
pls dont ever leave me
(girl dont you knowwww)..

All i want is you to be my girl
all i want is you to feel my love
all i want is you to be my everything i need

I try to find a place in your heart
i try to be the one you alway need..yea
but the fact you're not with me/in my heart


Original by us. Enjoy:)

Silly love song

"Normally I try to run And I might even want to hide Cause I never knew what I wanted Till I looked into your eyes So am I in this alone? What I'm looking for is a sign That you feel how I feel for you.."

Please don't let me go - Olly Murs

Oh well...

 

If you don't call for awhile, it gets harder to call and then after awhile it feels that its too late to call and so you don't.

Life till ORD

2 days work followed by 2 off. This gonna be my working life at least, until I ORD. The first off I will spend the afternoon sleeping. Second off high chances they will call back for some activities or in-service. Gonna put up with this shit till I ORD LOHHHH!!!

Sea Sports!

After weeks of hard work, we came in second best. Anyway, good job guys! This might probably be the last time we do all the stupid stuffs together as a squad. MPC MPC AHHHHH!

Not just a 10 weeks course.

Welcome to PCG.

As usual, there's book ins and inspection.

Bunk inspections up to 3 times a day!

Hello, I'm Muthu Kumaran.

Ding Long Sucks--->

Indian brothes!

Filming for a channel 8 drama which lasted the whole day.

Photo-taking at the end of the session. 

A lot of fun and experience during the fire fighting course at CDA.

Late night supper after book out.

Kicking balls on a weekend with squadmates.

We are a hungry bunch of mangkoks!

The day we graduate from the course.

My 3rd award in NS. Best in studies.

Squad MPC 5! Energetic squad!

Our certs which earn us 150 allowance.

Dekitting and bidding farewell.